| - Left Coast Envy daymn... i haven't written in here for hella long... SERIOUSLY. well for those of you who wanna know stuff that's happening with me right now then juss keep reading...  me and esmeraldo are still happy; been goin strong for 19 long months and counting, what can i say i  being in love. ever since he's been home everything has been great. im not as stressed anymore and i feel happier when he's here (corny i kno... )
hmmm... what else is there. well its been getting harder to hang out with people kuz everyone has all their own shit goin on. bonz, andee, tiff and lalaine have school/summer school so its hard to get 2gether. paul is still in san hoe workin; mell and jon have lots of work too. kofi is juss his old busy ass self... lol. so, lately its been me and es which is fine by me, but i do miss the old times b4 college. everything is changing this summer...
hopefully we'll all get to hang out b4 i go 2 fresno...
my mom is better! im so happy and relieved... chemo was scary,
sad, and depressing. but it brought our family closer. she has her energy back and her HAIR... 
woot woot!!! i got into fresno state. im hella happy, i mean i guess i could have done it earlier by juss sending in my high school stuff and SAT scores, but HEY... i saved hella money... lol. plus, i think going 2 csm prepared me more for a university. i kno damn well that if i went 2 a 4 year college first i would have wasted hella money kuz i was so daymn LAZY!!! but yea... im happy about my freshman and sophomore years. YEA! csm... NO REGRETS... it was truly a great
experience... 
i life right now... could it get any better?
-jean | 
) so we juss went to my house and no one was home... u kno that means... we.......... made lunch! ... u guys are too horny... haha. but yea. so he boiled the water and made the pasta salad and i baked the salmon in garlic butter and yea 
... the wonderful weekend
... the long drive to halfmoon bay
